I feel as though after my soul retrieval, the next few weeks I continue to find myself again.
So funny trying to explain but, its as though I have been stumbling this whole time feeling so lost. Yet it was because I was carrying too much of other peoples pieces, all of there heartaches, grief, shame, and disappointment. They had also taken too much of me away from myself… making it so that I was trying to find myself again through thick smoke, a haze that makes you cough. Sick with others past experiences.
As I go, I wipe away the dirt; I drink in the light of myself. Pouring slowly throughout my body, my soul fills me once again.